Oh Joy!
2002-08-22 || oh jesus
soundtrack � Sun Ra � Angels and Nubians at Play

�she�s got one in� we used to say. right in front of her too. We used to say a lot of things. We used to say things to them that would put us in jail. One night, we made stefanie watch this French porno movie, she was 16 years old, we were all in our twenties. I left early that night to go home and cook a roast, but apparently, they watched this French Gang Bang movie over and over, and she evidently loved it. Well, the evidence is in front of me now. Last night, before I went to sleep, or this morning rather, I read this passage from the bible:

(Luke 18:11-14 NLT) The proud Pharisee stood by himself and prayed this prayer: 'I thank you, God, that I am not a sinner like everyone else, especially like that tax collector over there! For I never cheat, I don't sin, I don't commit adultery, 12 I fast twice a week, and I give you a tenth of my income.' 13 "But the tax collector stood at a distance and dared not even lift his eyes to heaven as he prayed. Instead, he beat his chest in sorrow, saying, 'O God, be merciful to me, for I am a sinner.' 14 I tell you, this sinner, not the Pharisee, returned home justified before God. For the proud will be humbled, but the humble will be honored."

I wish I could hug Jesus Christ right now, unfortunately, his hands are nailed to that fucking cross, so he can�t hug me back. Thanks for letting me down yet again oh mighty Jesus.



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