Here I am driving upon this mountain in the middle of the country somewhere.It�s sunny out and the heat on my legs from the sun coming through the window feels pleasant. There are no cars on the road. All of a sudden I�m back in this office. I have a machine gun. I gun down the woman in the office next to me. You see, it was nice and quiet here about ten minutes ago. Her co-worker comes in and she won�t shut up. This big fucking loud Massachusetts accent. She shuts the air conditioner when �she� get�s cold. She is the most selfish fucking piece of shit I know�.I wonder if she�ll walk across the street later and get me my lunch again.

So last night was pretty good I guess. Went up to this place called Hampton Beach New Hampshire. It�s a fucking meat market up there. Tons of girls dressed like sluts. Guys dressed like the Wu-Tang Clan. Stefanie sucked on a coke bottle with whiskey in it and we walked around for about an hour before I felt like I was going to implode from all of the information around me. Too many people up there. The moon was a fiery red, and Stefanie went down to the water to look at it, while I sat in the car. I�ve seen the moon plenty of times actually. She bought a flask while there. I can�t believe how much alcohol can control people. I guess if you�re weak and let it, that�s what will happen to you. Enough about that. People are making way too much noise in here this early in the morning. The night was late last night yet again, but I woke up late and just came her, so I feel a little rested right now. I�m waiting for Like a Hurricane to show up on this disc so I can go take a walk around the building as I feel guilty for not working out this morning. When I got in last night I was in a bad way though. I have plenty of reasons to feel that way, but most of all, this is a �diary� I shouldn�t even be conscious that people are reading this. That would make me hold back. I can�t hold back when I feel so much like shit though. 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