I avoided seeing any fireworks or being anywhere a grill was being used. Today was out for lunch for a while, I enjoyed the house though as the central AC unit was cranking. I am ready for dead fucking cold winter, I’m sick of this shit now. I have blisters all over my arm from the sun. I found out I am “allergic to the sun”. If I were in 10th grade and into Marilyn Manson how cool would it be to be able to say that and mean it? “I have to wear this trench coat here in New Orleans in July because I am allergic to the sun…and people” Anyway, every year in June I get them on any part of me exposed to the sun. If it were overcast for a week at a time I would be happy. I like the summer when thunderstorms and scary skies happen on a daily basis for weeks.

Reading some of the blog entries on My Space I cringe at all the misanthropic teens and twenty somethings that “hate people”. Yet they have 569 “friends” on the internet. Spending every fucking waking hour attached at the hip with someone. Having no ability to survive without talking for 2 days.

Today I thought of moving to Iowa. I want to end up somewhere like that at some point in the next few years.

That Jew never got back to me about the gig. Obviously.

before & after